okay you know what? i’ll admit it. YOU ARE AMZING TO ME. you are absolutly FANTASTC and i treat you like complete shit. im sorry but i guess all this “dont get attached” crap has gotten to me. i wish it could work, i wish i could change, go back and make myself less screwed up but it turns out i actually cant do that. so im sorry, but im gonna leave, and take some time, and hope in a few years if you have forgiven me, we can give it another shot. but for now, im taking some time to figure myself out. to explore the caverns of my mind, and hope to find you in one of them. i will miss you.